Last weekend, I experienced a violet wand for the first time.
I toyed with the idea for awhile and was conversing with a friend, when he pointed out L as the ‘electro’ guy. I introduced myself and L wasted no time in asking. I nervously agreed and went off to search out Tutivillus.
L and I reviewed limits as his partner D went on search for a sheet to cover the bench. The room was chilly and I was shivering both from the cold and anticipation.
Electricity is one of the prime fears instilled in you as a child. It is bad, it can kill and here I am volunteering to have it administered willing.
L guided me to the table and gave me the ground. He explained he would use mostly his hands but asked if I was open to other implements. I agreed to others touching me as well.
We began and the sensation reminded me of having a scratch on the surface of my flesh. It was not painful (as I am sure it can be) but certain areas were uncomfortable or I clearly did not like (such as my scalp). He used his finger tips before moving onto a knife. A knife..gasp..yes, I do like knives during play and this was a new feeling all together. The abrasions were intense!
I struggled not to move but made it known when the blade hit my inner thigh and ass that I did not like it! All that energy being channeled to a tip was too much on those tender regions.
Next, L put on metal finger tips and used those.
First on my stomach and then on my back. I preferred the back and side. It was far more arousing to me (next to the knife down my chest) than over my legs and feet.
We did not do any penetration..maybe another time.
Next on my dance card for the evening was my first suspension.
In about an hour…that’s when they arrive. We’ll talk, we’ll have a few drinks, there will be cigarettes, cloves. Eventually 3 subs an observer and I will walk down to the Dungeon. Clothes will be shed, restraints, chains, cuffs will bind them and I’ll get out the camera. DE will switch out from tonight’s sub role and capture some of the moments. I’ll capture some.
Then, likely, it will descend into some sort of dark chaos.
Do not think this is me complaining. This is just me contemplating. I do as much Domination from behind a lens as I do behind a flogger.
Fetishism:use of a physical object (the fetish) as the preferred way to produce sexual arousal. People with this disorder may not be able to function sexually without their fetish.
Paraphilias: are frequent, intense, sexually arousing fantasies or behaviors that involve inanimate objects, children or nonconsenting adults, or suffering or humiliation of oneself or the partner.Sexual arousal may depend on one of the above.
DE and I found it by accident. We were shopping for a simple wartenberg wheel. Our friend at the local Kink shop told us “No, no, no! You don’t want that!”
We’ve learned that she is wise and looked closely as she reached into the display and pulled out a toy she called “Barbie’s Lawnmower”.
Women at Play
We looked at it for a moment…seriously?? It didn’t look all that interesting. I think she sensed this. Smiling, she came around the counter, toy in hand, and rolled it down DE’s neck.
DE shuddered and smiled. The toy was ours immediately.
It’s cheap, it’s small, people see it and ask “What’s that? I want to try it!”
We have resurrected our modest dungeon. DarlingEvil has scoured the countryside in search of furniture she could re-purpose to our evil intent.
Her success is damn near legendary!
The Bench
Last night I took her down to test The Bench. She was a bit nervous…having witnessed a couple of Scenes I’ve done lately. DE had never watched me break submissives (negotiated, of course) and was a bit worried that I would apply that level of intensity to her.
DarlingEvil on The Bench
Still bearing the marks of her last Scene, she complied. I worked her methodically, testing new positions, moving the chains to hold her in different ways. I only used Raven (our favorite flogger) until she asked for a break.
DarlingEvil at rest
She rested for a bit before I chained her again and began to use her for my pleasure.
I’ll admit it. I’m just a bit stumped by this one.
furry kama sutra
Believe me, I’m not passing judgement. This is just one that someone probably needs to explain to me. In the years (and it’s been years) since I first saw this fetish I’d always wondered whether it was Role Play, a core fetish or a sort of annonymous fun that in which some kinksters engage.
Of course, when I look at it I don’t see a huge difference between donning a Furry suit or a gas mask.
