Nov 22 2009

Sadist Podcast 6 – Meat In The Mouth

Tutivillus
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©Tutivillus Sadist Podcast

Tutivillus recounts a scene where he may have gone a little too far…and risked grievous personal injury at the hands of a violated vegetarian in a coffin.

(Humor! Tutivillus plays safely and respects limits)

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Jun 7 2009

TANSTAFL (There Ain’t No Such Thing As Free Lunch)

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The leather manacles bite into my wrists as I pull hard on the chain above my head. My jaw aches. my tongue burns, the bitterness of the ball gag in my mouth has me drooling. The sweet whisper of cruelties tickle my ear as I hear the swoosh, then the thwack of the paddle against my ass. The burn and sting of each blow has me writhing in painful ecstasy. Each blow transcends me higher and higher until I am adrift with only the Master’s voice to keep me grounded to this plain. Ah how sweet the ecstasy of submission, being drunk on my own endorphins cradled in the arms of my lover, safe, warm and cherished. Then the next day it hits. The drop out of sub-space into the seething snake pit of emotions commonly known as sub-drop. Sub-drop is the down-side of our play. Writhing self-pity, squirming self-doubt all churning about into a miasma of emotions that are worthy of a teenage girl on her period. Simply put journeys of such heights and depths as we traverse cannot be made without paying some toll. Simply said There Ain’t No Such Thing As Free Lunch (TANSTAFL). If you dance to the tune you must needs pay the fiddler.

So how do you keep the cost to a minimum? Here are some suggestions:

1) Keep the line of communication with your play partner open. If you aren’t living together, follow-up calls are always a good thing. A bit of reassurance and affirmation help tremendously.
2) If possible, keep an article of clothing, a shirt, pillow case or handkerchief that smells of your play partner as a momentary security blanket. His/her scent near you can trigger the good memories that are the positive part of play. Simply remembering the experience in a positive light helps tremendously.
3) Play often. The more you play keeps the sub-drop away. Our resident expert Tutivillus said so.
4) Pamper yourself.
5) Eat well, i.e., nutritiously.
6) Talk to friends
7) Journal

Other links:

http://www.hotlanta.com/sirreal/FightingSubDrop.htm
http://www.differentequals.com/subdrop.html
http://www.icebondage.net/wiki/SubDrop


May 26 2009

A Downside to Being Kinky

Tutivillus

Yes. There are so many ups.

Flogging ass, sticking needles in strange and beautiful people. Making sure strangers actually do have red blood. What are some of the strangest sexual fetishes tolerable by the folks DE and I run into?

Adding new sounds to the DungeonPlace Scream Index…

…there are more.

But there’s also a downside.

Tonight DE and I were watching an episode of Taboo; it was dedicated to “Initiation Rituals”. During the watch I got that same feeling I’ve gotten while watching a lot of these shows.

“Hmmm…I’ve seen this before – Hell, I’ve Done it!”

Hook Pull

Hook Pull

I realize at first read that statement sounds incredibly cocky. Believe – I don’t intend to have an my ego speak for me. When you hit a certain point in this life you realize the sites you’re seeing are largely re-runs and cravings begin for episodes unseen.

Oh I’ve begun digging into mighty arcane places for my inspiration.

It’s a downside, to be sure.

But, if you’re worth a damn, it simply fuels your drive to look harder and deeper for the Scenes you’ll want to do.


Mar 19 2009

One Dollar Paddle Update

Tutivillus
One dollar paddle done!

One dollar paddle done!

It’s drilled, sanded and laquered.

A very basic, light and simple paddle…$1.

Someone’s ass is going to be very, very bruised.

(BTW – The pic was taken with a new lens and the new flash setup. Someone’s ass will also be well photographed!)


Jan 15 2009

HNT – 1.15.09 DE’s Ass

Tutivillus

Round, firm and waiting for the hand…

DE's ass

DE's ass


Dec 18 2008

HNT Bare Bottom Waiting

DarlingEvil

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Bare bottom waiting…


Dec 11 2008

HNT Frilly Panties

DarlingEvil

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Nov 6 2008

HNT – Bitten

Tutivillus

When subs attack!

Bitten!

Bitten!

Never turn your back on an ass biting sub!

Happy HNT! (Half-Naked Thursday)

-Tutivillus


Nov 5 2008

Double Dom

Tutivillus

Saturday night was play time. DarlingEvil and I attended a Play Party with a few of our friends and had carefully crafted the opportunity to do a Scene side-by-side. Since this was to be a premier of her Domme skills for this group, DE was a little nervous.

No need. She was magnificent.

It’s quite an experience to be with your Love while performing a Scene. It’s even better when both of you are within quick reach of the other, Dominating submissives.

As I taught my sub the joys that come with impact toys being concentrated on her ass, DarlingEvil was running zippers and paddles over her sub. The small room was flowing with people moving in and out to the sounds of play. A good friend carefully positioned himself with our camera and captured miscellaneous moments.

It’s Wednesday now and I still feel the deep joy and happiness of being able to share that time with DE. Our subs were incredible, the night was a wonderful experience.

Right now, I’m a very happy Dom.

-Tutivillus


Oct 9 2008

Half Naked Thursday – DarlingEvil and Tutivillus

Tutivillus

It’s Half Naked time again! (HNT)

Yes, we’re both exhibitionists…among other things. We’re both photographers…among other things. So we have a LOT of photos to fill the various slots in here.

Enjoy!

DarlingEvil getting ready for a party

DE in the mirror (photo by Tutivillus)

DE in the mirror (photo by Tutivillus)

Tutivillus getting ready for a party

Getting dressed (photo by DarlingEvil)

Getting dressed (photo by DarlingEvil)