Mar
3
2010
Tutivillus

©Tutivillus Sadist Podcast
The podcast episode where Tutivillus discusses sadism, pain, pain sluts, PETA and Tofu Frogs.
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Feb
28
2010
Tutivillus
Pain is a reflection.
Think of it as something deep and unknown. A thing of intelligence that lives deep. A thing of power, needing to be coaxed out – released. It’s a reflection of many aspects of you – the pieces and bits that built you. When I cause you pain I see the reflections of my own pain shimmering back at me.
When it all comes out, we’re just not too much different.
There are so many people writing and reflecting about their pain…the meanings of it. Why do they want it? What is the significance of this desire, this craving for pain?
The answer?
Feel it, let go.
You’ll know soon enough.
-Tutivillus
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Oct
30
2009
Tutivillus
Wicked things are more fun when planned and executed by multiple evil minds. The brainstorms started when devious intentions combine, spark, gain momentum and feed off one another? They accelerate from mere storms to forces of dark nature in seconds.
Submissives and slaves whisper and glance fearfully. Their flesh and spirits yearning for the force of such unions to be released.
Such scenes and play recharge. They feed. Doldrums are often broken and transformed into raging seas where demons ride the waves laughing and screaming with joy.
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Sep
29
2009
Tutivillus

Electro Play
This is ‘Lil Fucker 2. It is made to hurt you. It wants to dig into your muscles and burrow through your nerves.
‘Lil Fucker 2 was born long before me and forgotten. I took it, cleaned it, re-purposed it into a beautiful device of torture and screams.
(It even laughs like a Hyena while it works.)
LF2 wants to play. Who’s first in line?
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Sep
16
2009
Tutivillus

©Tutivillus Sadist Podcast
I wander fondly through the memory of a lost toy named ‘Lil-Fucker. Happily I have some good news to report!
-Tutivillus
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Aug
17
2009
Tutivillus
I’ve come to a realization.

Since the surgery flogging has become a somewhat difficult task! Looking at it, the answer is pretty simple – endurance and strength training to break 6 years of compensation for intense pain.
While I start this (and do the research) – does anyone have any suggestions for “flogging exercises”?
photo credit: Sarah G…
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Jul
13
2009
Tutivillus
You’ve probably seen this article already in Scientific American – “Why the #$%! Do We Swear? For Pain Relief“. It’s somewhat common sense to us Kinky folk.
“The study, published today in the journal NeuroReport, measured how long college students could keep their hands immersed in cold water. During the chilly exercise, they could repeat an expletive of their choice or chant a neutral word. When swearing, the 67 student volunteers reported less pain and on average endured about 40 seconds longer.”
So, to put this in real world use, look at the Pain Sluts you know. Do they swear during scenes? Most that I know have some form of verbal/vocal release (I don’t think swearing is the key, I believe the Release is the key).
Have you noticed this? The release increases pain tolerance?
Sound Off!
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Jun
24
2009
Tutivillus
I love Zippers. I’ve written about them before and have done a few photo shoots with Zipper scenes.
The process, to me, is similar to Shibari.
Concentration, instruction, planning, the correct tools, the right submissive…all things and people in their place at the right time.
Now I’m wanting to expand that, make it something more…take it to another place.

Multi-body Zipper
The mechanics are still in the works, but the thought is solid.
I want many minions, many clips, many feet of cord…and eventually? Many screams.
It WILL be glorious!
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Nov
9
2008
DarlingEvil
PAIN SLUT: a masochist who enjoys forms of pain play involving large amounts of pain.

Not to be confused with a regular slut, pain play may or may not involve any sexual contact at all. The pain slut derives pleasure from submitting to and receiving what painful, creative and sadistic torture the sadist has in mind. In most cases,’safe, sane and consensual’ credo is adhered to.
Pain is relative. Some can take more than others. Of course, just the idea of having your ass paddled, whipped and flogged until it is bruised and welted is neither safe nor sane for some. I am not going to get into the whole process, but just know that a good sadist will not jump in there and start wailing. (unless of course, you were bad and deserved it..lol) There is usually I warm-up period. After that..fair game.
I consent to certain things..but a pain slut..I am definitely not.
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Oct
14
2008
Tutivillus
Do you remember the post “Barely Legal“? Where DarlingEvil and I discuss my Ex-Wife and bringing her in to be our submissive for an evening?
This is the story of that evening.
Play with T was not a new thing – that was pure sexual fun. We had all managed to find a balance of respect and mutual enjoyment that allowed such a relationship to exist – not an easy path to create, but a very worthwhile endeavor.
Throwing a D/s element into this mix was a whole new level of complexity. T and I had this relationship during our marriage. We weren’t 24/7, but it was practiced as an element of our life. DE and I also had this element. Merging those layers and depths of meaning could cloud, confuse or simply bring a pain unwanted.
Understanding this, we moved ahead.
The scene was planned for a Wednesday night in a freeway motel.
-Tutivillus
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